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Find yourself again
Each of those women who had been in misogynistic relationships for a long time had to make a barter deal: give up part of themselves in exchange for peace in the house. You may have had to give up or slow down a promising career, academic achievements, or other activities that your partner did not approve of. You may also have had to give up people you care about because your partner was jealous of them or saw them as a threat. How amazing you will feel when you realize that there is nothing stopping you from regaining everything that was once dear to you!
Return what was lost
What you may have given up falls into one of the four categories I listed above. Make your own list of things you had to give up to keep peace in your relationship.
What we give up:
Goals and aspirations
Career, degree, job, vocational training, seminars
Faith and beliefs
Religious and/or political beliefs that conflicted with those of the partner; opinion about people, the world, events; values and principles
People
Meetings with old friends, meetings with family and friends, activities for children, hospitality, meeting new people
Activities and interests
Sports (tennis, running, skiing, fitness club), hobby club (bridge, discussion club, cycling, choir; attending concerts, performances, films; travel, tourism and other outdoor activities; clubs (cooking, languages, art, dance).
When Rosalind ended her destructive relationship with Jim, she began to not only rebuild her sluggish business and self-confidence, but also return to neglected interests. She told me:
“I have so much energy and opportunity now that he is out of my life. I never realized how much he slowed me down. Not only am I rebuilding my shop, I'm back to painting china, which I couldn't afford to do while Jim was with me. Remember when I told you that I gave him space in the store to start restoring furniture? Now I have a new kiln and drying cabinet here, I can be in the store and paint porcelain at the same time, and I love it. I started getting good at it, so I decided to release a small porcelain catalogue. This is a good addition to advertising design, which I have always done. I freed up part of the display case for my porcelain, and gradually it began to sell, so I am extremely pleased with myself.”
It was very touching to see Rosalind's pride in her achievements. I was especially touched when she gave me one of her exquisitely painted porcelain vases as a thank you for all the hard work she and I had done together.
Toxic relationships take up a huge amount of energy. Tension and conflict drain strength, a kind attitude and the opportunity to be yourself inspire and fill you with energy. Many women experience a similar feeling of rebirth as they begin to bring back into their lives all the things that they once held dear.
Part of the radical change in Carol and Ben's marriage came when Carol became determined to go to school and get the degree she was interested in. To his amazement, Ben discovered that the woman Carol had become was much more interesting and delightful than the woman he had tried to turn her into. At our last meeting he said:
“I used to want one thing - to find someone who wouldn’t leave me. For me there was nothing worse than the thought that if she stood firmly on her feet, she would also leave. But now that I feel more confident, I am no longer afraid. She graduated from college, started working, and to tell you the truth, I'm incredibly proud of her. She turned from a dependent little doll into a living person. She stands her ground, and guess what? I like it! It became more fun with her, she is lively, it’s interesting to be with her. To be honest, today I am more in love with her than ever.”
It was wonderful to see how out of this twenty-seven year marriage a relationship grew into such a source of happiness, people rediscovering each other.
Jackie didn't give up school or work, but she had to give up most of her friends and all the little things that were important to her. When Mark left, the first thing she returned to was the pleasure of going to the movies with friends.
“I haven’t been to the cinema for many years because Mark didn’t like it. Stay at home and watch TV endlessly, please, but if we went to the cinema with him, he became so unbearable that it was not worth it. When we entered the cinema, he loudly declared: “I hope I like it.” And if I didn’t like it, then it turned out to be my fault for bringing him here. He brought me to such a state that I did not get any pleasure from the cinema. And now I have a group that I go to the movies with, and another person that I meet who is obsessed with cinema. And I feel so good because I go to the cinema and don’t think about whether anyone will make me blush or put me in a corner if they don’t like the film.”
It is very important not to disavow or devalue your interests and hobbies. If they are important to you, they are part of what makes you, you. Going to the movies in peace might not seem like such a big accomplishment, but for Jackie it was a major achievement in her struggle to do things that made her happy and not need others' approval for it.
Your strength is good for your children
One of the great benefits of finding yourself is that it gives you a chance to erase the negative role models and messages your children have received. Women who have spent many years in psychologically abusive relationships often express deep concern about raising their sons to be misogynists and their daughters to be future victims. I explain to these mothers that no matter how old their children are, once the misogynistic cycle is broken and radical changes occur in the mother's behavior, everything that the children have learned about relationships between men and women will immediately change too.
A woman's courage to rebuild her life and bring back the things that defined her becomes an important role model for both sons and daughters. Sons begin to see women as worthy and deserving of respect, and daughters understand that they also have value and deserve to be treated well. Children have outstanding flexibility and adaptability. If their mother is happy and confident, it will only be good for the child. Therefore, the most important teacher for your children is your new, confident behavior.
Don't step on the same rake
By the time Rosalind finished therapy, she was already doing well, her self-esteem had increased, and she was excited about her business and new achievements. I didn’t see her for six months, and then one afternoon she called me in a panic. The next day she burst into the office incredibly excited, and we had this discussion:
“Rosalind: I step on the same rake all the time. I met a man. His name is Les. He is beautiful and delightful, but then the same things began to happen as with Jim. Why is this happening to me? What is wrong with me?
Susan: Tell me what happened.
Rosalind: Les and I started going hiking. I really wanted this, but a few days ago we were climbing a very steep slope, and I couldn’t keep up with him. I tried my best, but it didn't work out. I asked him to go slower, but he refused. Then he got angry and started shouting at me that I was a lazy fool and that there was no point in tourism if you didn’t have to exert yourself. I felt like I was burdening him, so I went down the trail and waited for him in the car. Two hours later he returned in a wild rage. He said that I ruined his whole trip, that he should have thought before taking such an old woman with him. I started doing the same things I did before: apologizing and blaming myself, when in fact I was offended by all of this. And then I caught myself thinking: “Why am I apologizing to him? He's the one acting like an idiot, not me." And then I realized that I had stepped on an old rake. I chose another Jim. I was so upset with myself that I realized that I had to come to you.
Susan: First of all, I think your story reflects incredible success. When you stopped judging yourself, you immediately recognized the feelings and reactions you had already experienced in the past and realized that you were being treated poorly.”
Rosalind was able to take care of herself very well. She stopped herself when she found herself apologizing, realized that it was Les, not her, who was being mean, and, most importantly, noticed that it was Les who was making her feel bad. So there was nothing in her story that suggested she was doomed to choose men who would abuse her.
Old patterns don't disappear overnight. Change is always two steps forward and one step back. However, Rosalind's descent into apology did not mean that she had lost everything she had gained in the therapy sessions.
She also should not reproach herself for choosing another psychological aggressor. ANY WOMAN CAN LIKE MISOGYN. That's not the problem. Staying with him and enduring abuse for years is the problem! I assured Rosalind that she was doing very well. From what happened on the trip, it is clear that she no longer intends to tolerate mistreatment, no matter how charismatic, exciting or handsome the man may be.
Another exciting thing about Rosalind's story was that she began to trust herself, and self-trust is the cornerstone of emotional self-confidence.
Many women who have experienced misogynistic relationships ask themselves the question: “How can I start trusting a man again?” I explain to them that it is not a matter of trusting or not trusting him, the main trust comes from knowing and believing that you can handle whatever life throws at you.
Despite her bad experiences with Jim, Rosalind did not close herself off from the world, become suspicious, or become defensive. However, many women make this mistake. They believe that they will be safe if they close their emotional world and avoid any relationships altogether. True freedom is making choices, trusting your gut, and knowing that if things don't work out, you can take care of yourself. Suspicion and refusal to connect with another person may give you the illusion of security, but in reality it is emotional stagnation.
Not all men are misogynists
It is important not only to see the bad attitude towards yourself, but also not to label every man with whom you are unhappy with the “misogynist” label. Rosalind provided clear evidence of aggression and psychological abuse on the part of Les. However, some women, while zealously trying to avoid other misogynistic relationships, make the mistake of seeing all other men as misogynists.
If you feel bad with someone, this does not automatically mean psychological violence towards you. Some are reserved, some are taciturn, some are naturally cold or not ready for a relationship and may reject you. There are moody people, there are impulsive and hot-tempered people, there are arguers who will never agree with anything you say, but all this does not make them misogynists. Remember, a misogynist is a person who needs to control a woman. He does this aggressively, he uses threats and criticism, belittles the woman, destroys her self-confidence, shaking her inner balance with unpredictable fluctuations from tenderness to rage.
You don't have to unleash your newfound understanding of misogynistic behavior and its consequences on all men. Seeing a misogynist in everyone is just as unrealistic as accidentally overlooking a bad attitude towards oneself.
Find love again
There are many wonderful, caring, loving, considerate men in the world who love women, their company and their uniqueness. These men are not afraid of a woman’s intelligence, ambition, professionalism, because they are confident in themselves and in their adequacy. They don't need to put women down to feel good about themselves.
Laura found such a person two years after she stopped dating Bob. I received this wonderful letter from her along with a wedding invitation:
"Dear Susan,
Remember how I was worried that, firstly, I would never be able to love anyone, secondly, that I would never forget the person I knew and, thirdly, that the days of love were gone forever? Well, now I am writing to you to tell you that you were right and I was wrong. I met a wonderful person. He doesn’t scream, doesn’t demand, doesn’t get madly jealous, and I’m head over heels in love with him. I think I just didn't pay attention to these men because I didn't think they were flashy or exciting enough, but you know, I don't miss those crazy scenes that Bob gave me for a second. For some reason I thought that all these quarrels were love and passion. But gentle and calm Randy turned out to be twice as delightful as Bob. I'm very happy with him.
I really want you to come to our wedding and share with us the joy of this special day for both of us.
With love and great gratitude,
Laura".
Find your feminine balance
Many people today do not know what to expect from relationships and how to behave in them. Couples reject old, rigid, stereotypical roles, but do not know what to replace them with. Women agonize over how to respond to their newfound freedom without becoming too harsh and harsh. Men are concerned with how to be loving and sensitive without losing their masculinity. Both have their own ambitions and careers, whether by choice or economic necessity.
I believe that the goal of all of us, modern women, is to preserve the qualities that make us unique: intuition, a calm attitude towards our feelings and acute emotions, the ability to be a support, and to abandon those traditions that have served us poorly. Today, being a woman does not mean passivity, compliance, or self-denigration. Just like a “real man” does not try to imitate traditional male behavior. There is no contradiction in being a loving, warm woman and taking care of yourself and your interests. The most wonderful gift you can give to yourself and the man you love is your sense of self-worth, the expectation of love and kindness.
Susan Forward Emotional blackmail
Susan Forward, Ph.D. with Donna Frazier
EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL
Copyright © 1997 by Susan Forward
Published by arrangement with HarperOne, an imprint of HarperCollins Publishers.
© Savinov A., translation into Russian, 2017
© Design. LLC Publishing House E, 2017
Introduction
I told my partner that I was going to go to class once a week in the evenings, and he began to scold me with his characteristic indifference. “Do as you wish - you will still do it your way,” he said, “but do not expect that I will wait for your return. You know - I’m always at your disposal, why don’t you respond in kind now?” I knew his arguments were pointless, but they made me feel like I was being too selfish. I gave up classes. LIZ.
I wanted to spend Christmas traveling with my wife, something we had been looking forward to for months. I called my mom to tell her we finally bought our tickets, but she immediately started crying, “What about Christmas dinner? You know that we always get together on holidays. If you don't come, you'll ruin everyone's Christmas. How can you treat me like this? How many Christmases do you think I have left?” Naturally, I gave up. My wife will kill me when she finds out about this, but I won't be able to enjoy the holidays if the guilt gnaws at me. VOLUME.
I came to my boss to ask for help or to reschedule the completion of a major project. As soon as I mentioned that I needed help, he started working on me. “I know how every day you want to get home quickly,” he said. “But even if your family would like to see you more often now, they will be happy with the promotion we have planned for you.” Our team needs a player who demonstrates true dedication to this task; this is the role you play. But so be it. Spend more time with your family, but consider that if this is more important to you than work, we may reconsider our plans for you.” I felt completely destroyed. Now I don't know what to do. KIM.
What's happening? Why do some people make us think: “I lost again. I constantly accept someone's terms. I didn't say what I should have said. Why can't I prove anything to anyone? How is it that I can’t stand up for myself?” We know that we have been fooled. We feel disappointment and indignation, realizing that we gave in to some person just so as not to offend him. However, we do not know what to do to prevent this from happening again. Why do some people manage to impose their point of view on us through emotions and yet we are left feeling defeated?
People we encounter in situations that are hopeless for us skillfully manipulate our emotional state. They wrap us in a comforting shroud of love if they get what they want, but when they don’t get their way, they often begin to threaten, leaving us feeling guilty and self-deprecating. It may seem that they are using certain methods without realizing it. By the way, many of them may seem like kind, long-suffering individuals who under no circumstances resort to threats.
It is usually one person - a partner, parent, friend, sibling - who constantly manipulates us to the point that we forget that we are even independent adults. Although we may be successful in other areas, with these people we feel cramped and defenseless. They easily deceive us.
Let me give you the example of my client Sarah, a court reporter. Sarah, a vivacious brunette in her 30s, had been dating her peer, Frank, for almost a year. Everything was going well until it came to the wedding. According to Sarah, Frank's attitude towards her changed dramatically, as if he wanted to test her. This became evident when Frank invited Sarah to spend a weekend with him at his cottage in the mountains. “When we arrived, it turned out that the entire cottage was covered with tarpaulin, and there were cans of paint everywhere. He handed me the brush. I didn’t know what to do, so I started painting.” They worked, almost without speaking, all day, and when they finally sat down to rest, Frank took out a wedding ring with a huge diamond. Sarah asked him what this meant, and he replied that he wanted to test her and make sure that after the wedding he would not have to do everything himself. Of course, it didn't end there.
We set a wedding date, agreed on everything, but our relationship went from one extreme to another. Frank continued to give me gifts, but the trials did not stop. One day I didn't agree to babysit his sister's kids for the weekend, and Frank said I didn't have a sense of family and that he should probably call off the wedding. And when I talked about expanding my business, it meant that I wasn't dedicated enough to it. Naturally, I stopped talking about it. All this dragged on endlessly, and I constantly gave in to Frank. But she kept telling herself what he was like. good guy and maybe the fact is that he is simply afraid of the wedding and wants to feel more confident.
Frank's threats sounded calm and yet were extremely effective because they were interspersed with periods of intimacy that were tempting enough to disguise what he was really after. And like many of us, Sarah returned to him time after time.
She succumbed to Frank's manipulations because it was important for her to avoid a quarrel, because a lot was at stake. Like most of us, Sarah felt resentful and irritated, justifying her capitulation with the desire to maintain good relations.
In such situations, we focus on other people's needs at the expense of our own and become complacent in the temporary illusion of safety created by our concessions. We avoided conflict, confrontation and gained the opportunity to establish healthy relationships.
These nasty misunderstandings are the most common cause of disagreement in almost all types of relationships, but they are rarely recognized and almost always misinterpreted. These manipulations are often called misunderstanding. We tell ourselves: “I operate with feelings, and he operates with reason” or “She has a completely different mindset.” But in reality the source of disagreement lies not in different types communication, but in the fact that one person achieves his goal at the expense of another. This is more than a simple misunderstanding - it is a struggle.
Over the years I have searched for a way to describe this struggle and the painful relationship it leads to. I have found that almost everyone is sympathetic to my words when I say that we are dealing with ordinary blackmail in its purest form - blackmail through subjective experiences, or emotional blackmail.
I understand that the word “blackmail” immediately brings to mind an ominous image of crime, horror and extortion. Of course, it is difficult to think of your husband, parents, boss, relatives or children as criminals. However, I have come to the conclusion that blackmail is the only term that accurately describes what is happening. However, the very sharpness of this word will help to clear away the confusion and misunderstandings present in many relationships, and this, in turn, will lead us to clarity.
Let me assure you: emotional blackmail in itself does not mean that it is doomed to destruction. It just makes it clear that we need to honestly acknowledge and correct the behavior that is causing us pain, putting a stronger foundation under these relationships.
WHAT IS EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL
Emotional blackmail is a powerful form of manipulation in which people close to us directly or indirectly threaten us with trouble if we don’t do what they want. The essence of any type of blackmail is one core threat, which blackmailers express in different ways and which sounds like this: If you don't behave the way I want you to, you'll regret it. A criminal blackmailer may demand money from us, otherwise he threatens to use certain information to destroy our reputation. An emotional blackmailer knows how much we value our relationship with him. He sees our weak sides and hidden secrets. And no matter how much he loves us, the emotional blackmailer uses this knowledge to achieve what he wants: our submission.
Susan Forward, Ph.D., is an internationally renowned psychotherapist, teacher, and author.
Her books “Men Who Hate Women and the Women Who Love Them: When Loving Hurts and You Don't Know Why”, “Emotional Blackmail” have been translated into more than fifteen languages. Susan Forward has been in private practice for over 20 years, teaching and consulting in Several medical and mental health facilities in Southern California, and she hosts radio and television programs.
Men who hate women and women who love them
Each of those women who had been in misogynistic relationships for a long time had to make a barter deal: give up part of themselves in exchange for peace in the house.
You may have had to give up or slow down a promising career, academic achievements, or other activities that your partner did not approve of. You may also have had to give up people you care about because your partner was jealous of them or saw them as a threat.
How amazing you will feel when you realize that there is nothing stopping you from regaining everything that was once dear to you!
Toxic parents
The problem of violence against children in the family is examined in the book from the perspective of the theory of codependency and the “inner child,” a certain part of our personality that, due to unfavorable external circumstances in early childhood, failed to mature, and which sabotages our attempts in adulthood to get rid of destructiveness in our lives.
Emotional blackmail
"If you really loved me..."
“And this is after what I did for you!”
“Why are you so selfish?..”
And - the worst thing - “I will die, and you will regret it!”
How many times have you heard this?!
How many times have you been shamelessly blackmailed?!
Your loved ones, of course, love you... but that doesn't stop them from using emotional blackmail against you!
Don't let yourself be manipulated!
Read this amazing book - and you will learn to resist pressure!
Not a great mind/ November 2, 2018 Eternally grateful to Susan! A brilliant author and an even more brilliant therapist. Very sensitive to the pain of others and able to heal.
Galina/ 09.19.2018 Yes, apparently I have suffered enough in life from my parents and husbands to write such works! And for her children, if she has any, she is simply an ideal mother!
Catherine/ 08/23/2018 I am delighted with Susan's books. They changed me. I became much happier.
Tayce/ 04/27/2018 One of the few books that changed me
Andrey/ 11/7/2017 The book “Emotional Blackmail” is written in simple language and is very effective in solving everyday problems that every person has encountered at least once in their life. A description of toxic relationships and techniques for their improvement are given.
Inga/ 10.23.2017 Thank you very much. Important books!
Hope/ 03/16/2017 I thank the site for the opportunity to read wonderful books. The book "Emotional Blackmail" has helped me and others change difficult relationships for the better!